Everyone of us always have a dream when we were a child. A dream about careers, lifestyles, hobbies or an unreal dream. I have one for my own and it is being changed till now. The change of attitude, change of passions, and change of efforts.
I loved to be a fashion designer when i was in 6th grade. I loved drawing most of the days and too much passionate about design new things. Anything I see I can imagine it into a design even though looking at the floor or looking up the sky. Every night I couldn’t sleep early and easy cause a lot of things, a bunch of new styles appear strongly in my head. I couldn’t erase it. So, I got up and sketched all things in my head. I lied down and tried to sleep. Forget it and sleep. Day by day, month by month and year comes after year, I realized I’ve changed so much. I lost my passions for fashion and I didn’t know what else to do. I am lazy to create. I was living in my past life and using old designs i did in the past to pretend that i still love fashion to show off others. I found jobs and did it for living, i forgot my passion. I worked hard to earn a lot of money and I didn’t have time at night to do designs this is one of my excuses to leave my dream . When jobs aren’t doing well like I expected I wanted to take back my past time that I forgot. I wanted to live in my past again. I thought i would never given it up when I’m with my dream. Doing my dream just make me more effort and more motivated than depressed. When I’m doing my drawing i forget time but focus on the only thing I’m doing.
So now I get started over, go to school and choose my career for fashion. I don’t want to be depressed. I don’t want to get lost in my life. I have an aim and a dream so I have to live for it also for myself.
Never forget your dream. Live for it. Live for yourself. Be strong enough to protect your dream also is protect your soul.
